Death of a loved one

Have you ever been told that a loved one has only got till morning to live?? And have you been told by a person who isnt even in your family that the loved one has till morning to live?? I have. Just a few minutes ago. My mother didnt hasnt told me, my sister or my dad anything. She's known since this morning that my Pake only has till morning. Did it skip her mind to tell us?? Or did she keep it from us deliberatly? I'm honestly not game to askright now but you just wait till i talk to her again. It'll be abusive and it'll also be the last time i ever speak to her.

My Pake's dying :( He's leaving us and i had to find out by someone who isnt even part of the family. Although i could almost call her step sister. Nothing against her. I'm glad she told me, otherwise i might not have found out until he was actually gone :(

Romeo & Juliet - Shakespeare

Romeo and Juliet. Two destined lovers. Two poorly taken lives. Two deeply in love souls, with two families at war against one another. So why were they destined to die? Fate took their lives and gave their families peace. Is that showing that if two families are at war, their children must die just to bring peace?

Shakespeare was a brilliant writer and people have many diferent views off his works. Some say he's too deep. Some say he's boring. My thought is that he is one of the best poets of all time. He spoke so fondly of love and what its feeling is. Romeo and Juliet for example was a story of true love which brang the children to their deaths. It's a beautiful story that goes deep into some peoples hearts especially mine, which could be the reason why i am so fond of the romantic tale. He spoke so deeply of love and how people show affection. He showed meanings of feelings and actions. For example, when Juliet is unsure to kiss Romeo:

Romeo (to Juliet) - If i profane with my unworthiest hand

This holy shrine, the gentle fine is this;

My lips, two blushing pilgrims, ready stand

To smooth that rough touch with a tender kiss

Juliet - Good pilgrim, you do wrong your hand too much

Which mannerly devotion shows in this;

For saints have hands that pilgrims hands do touch,

And palm to palm is holy palmers' kiss

Romeo - Have not saints lips, and holy palmers too?

Juliet - Ay, pilgrim, lips that they must use in prayer

Romeo - O, then, dear saint, let lips do what hands do;

They pray, grant thou, lest faith turn to despair

Juliet - Saints do not move, though grant for prayers' sake

Romeo - Then move not, while my prayer's effect i take,

Thus from my lips, by yours, my sin is purged

Juliet - Then have my lips the sin that they have took

Romeo - Sin from thy lips? O trespass sweetly urged!

Give me my sin again

Romeo shows Juliet that hands are together in prayer and that lips could do the same by coming together. I think this is a sweet way of showing affection. Too bad we arnt all in Shakespearian times.

Romance and True Love

I love romance. I love everything about it. From the romantic poems to the inspiring songs and stories. It's all beautiful.

The poems really capture my heart. Thats why i write so many of them. As you can see in my last post, i like true loves that always go on no matter what bump in the road there may be. I like love that stays forever. Its sad when people pass on, but it captures the true beauty of what a couple had and what they'll always share no matter where they are.

The stories are a big hit for me too. I love romance. In Leprechauns (a must read book) it's similar to Romeo and Juliet but it involves magic and humor. A fairy, princess Jessica, and a leprechaun, Mickey Muldoon, fall in love yet are forbidden to be together. Two humans, Jack and Kathleen, fall in love yet one of them is keeping a deep dark secret. The fairy's and the leprechauns are at war because they think the other race has captured their daughter/son. Little do they know that their children will do ANYTHING for love. As for the humans, Jack screws up big time and Kathleen finds out his secret. The seasons keep changing in the wrong places and Grand Banshee keeps taking the lives of soldiers in the war. It's up to Jessica and Mickey's love to save the world, or end it.

Yeah anyway, good book. So yeah, READ IT!

Umm... back onto the romance part. I really like it so thats my point. It's awesome and i love writing about it. Not many people these days take true love seriously. They see it as just a word rather than a feeling. They dont see its beauty like others do.

Rach xoxox

True Loves Bond

He looked at her and saw true love
She looked at him and saw her last love
He took her hand and gave her a smile
Though he knew that it’d only last a while

He moved forward
And kissed her soft tender lips
This sent a warm vibe
From feet to fingertips

He knew he had to say goodbye
In such a small amount of time
But stealing a few more kisses
Could never be a crime

He led her into the bedroom
Sat her on his bed
Together they lay down
His hands stroking her head

Where there should be hair
She had just a bald patch
But he doesn’t care
She was still a beautiful catch

The feelings he has for her
Are stronger than bricks
And his heart beats true
With no stupid tricks

Although she looks different
Which she tries to hide
He still sees her beauty
And the love that’s inside

So there they lay
On his bed so still
He knew at once
That it was time for the kill

He rolled over, took her hand
And said he’ll never let go
You’ll never leave my heart
Because beautiful I love you so

She looked him in the eyes
Smiled delicately
And said right by your side
Is where I’ll always be

Ill laugh with you through good times
And I’ll share with you the bad
As long as you’re happy
I’ll never be sad

You’re the love of my life
And that you will stay
Although I’ll be gone
I’ll never entirely be away

You’ll be able to feel my presence
Through the day and the night
I’ll make sure that you’ll feel
Everything’s alright

You’ve given me the perfect gift
You’ve shown me true love
You’ve always been by my side
And never given me the shove

So come here and kiss me
I’ll love you forever
Keep in mind
That we’re always together

To him she looked so pale
She seemed so ill
Although she was still breathing
She lay very still

He took her cheek in his hand
Moved his lips towards her
Kissed her tenderly
Until she didn’t stir

He knew she was gone
But still he held her tight
She lay still and cold in his arms
As he cried threw the night

It was the saddest moment
In the teenage boys life
Not one other thing
Had caused him so much strife

It was not meant to be
She shouldn’t have gotten to that stage
Why did she have to go?
At such a young age

But she is still with him
She’s doing her bit
To watch her sweet heart live his life
And give him strength when he needs it

Rach xoxox

Boredness

Being bored is not a good feeling. Having nothing to do just makes you feel useless. It's like a flower that was once blooming, suddenly wilts into nothingness. Yeah i dunno about that. That was a pretty poor example but that the thing about bordem. You cant think straight about anything. Or maybe thats just me. But anyway, boredness is not good. FIND SOMETHING TO DO ALL PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT SUFFER FROM BOREDNESS!!!

Memories

Don't memories piss you off sometimes? Some memories are good and yet some are really really bad. I don't like the bad ones coming back up. They hurt like a dagger being stabbed into your heart. They hurt like hell. When you've been heart broken and the pain has sunk deep, it's really hard to get over that person.

I've learnt to try and ignore all those feelings. It worked for a while, until i actually saw the person. Then all those bad memories came right back into mind again and stabbed like a knife. They are not the best things to experience.

You can't ever forget your first they say. Well I'm going to work so hard to try and make myself forget. It'll be best for everyone and especially for myself and my boyfriend. I understand it's going to be a rough road because I've already been part way down it. But if i can over come this pain and forget about the one that hurt me, then i think I'll be so happy with myself and it'll be a great achievement.

So I'm gonna try my hardest and i know that my friends will be there every step of the way for me. And especially my boyfriend. I don't know what I'd do without any of them. They are the ones i rely on to catch me when i fall down. And i know that they'll always be there for me :) They are the best.

Rach xoxox

Porn

Yes my friends will all say im the girl that always talks about sex and sex related things. But i figured ill cover something while i can remember it. It sorta bugs me a bit and yes elly. I know exactly what you'll say: 'sex, sex, sex, symesy, sex, symesy, symesy, sex, sex.' Anyway.

Porn on peoples phones really bugs me. Fair enough if guys want a couple of videos. But i think some guys take it a little bit too far with it all. 20 videos is a bit on the obsessed side of things. If guys have girlfriends, wouldnt you think that they can just be happy with their misses and not have so much porn and shit on their phones. That really annoys me that people will have porn on their phones and yet still have girlfriends. And then they wonder why their misses has a problem with it all. Most girls will know what im getting at.

Anyway my point is that guys shouldnt have so much pron on their phones and they shouldnt get annoyed when their girlfriends complain about the porn.