Don't memories piss you off sometimes? Some memories are good and yet some are really really bad. I don't like the bad ones coming back up. They hurt like a dagger being stabbed into your heart. They hurt like hell. When you've been heart broken and the pain has sunk deep, it's really hard to get over that person.
I've learnt to try and ignore all those feelings. It worked for a while, until i actually saw the person. Then all those bad memories came right back into mind again and stabbed like a knife. They are not the best things to experience.
You can't ever forget your first they say. Well I'm going to work so hard to try and make myself forget. It'll be best for everyone and especially for myself and my boyfriend. I understand it's going to be a rough road because I've already been part way down it. But if i can over come this pain and forget about the one that hurt me, then i think I'll be so happy with myself and it'll be a great achievement.
So I'm gonna try my hardest and i know that my friends will be there every step of the way for me. And especially my boyfriend. I don't know what I'd do without any of them. They are the ones i rely on to catch me when i fall down. And i know that they'll always be there for me :) They are the best.
Rach xoxox
2 comments:
Agreed. That's all I can say.
I hope that includes me, if so, thank you very much; I'll always be there for you, even if you're being an idiot over something stupid..like that idiot Ash. Seriously, Symesy is so much better. I wish you all the best.
Wuv woo!
Elly
:P
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